JIEYING

''The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.'' ~ Elisabeth Foley

this was what anna wrote on my birthday card, & i like this meaningful quote! =)
thank you anna =)

yesterday was a happyyyyyy day!

met up with meixin, joy & anna.
went to orchard for lunch, and then to kbox. =)
& joy and meixin bought cake, and their present was very nice.
a photo of the four of us =)
thanks so much!!

we were actually supposed to leave at 5pm, but in the end, we left only at 6pm as no one asked us to leave.

on the way back, i was feeling so tired.
by the time i reached home, there wasnt any energy left. =X
sometimes, it's tiring having so much fun too.

i want more of such days =)
yupp, & one meaningful sentence written by joy in her card '' & people say alot of words here becuase they're not going to see each other again.''
sometimes, just something simple is enough, and probably more touching than all those big words.
really thankful to have one of such nice days, and looking forward to more.
but for now, ... ... ...
cherish what i have. =)

october.

why is it that each time i feel like coming here, i dont feel like writing anything anymore?

it gets meaningless.

& i feel my emotions are all over the place.
controlling them.
i did okay last time, at least.
but now, every single little thing can make such a great impact.

jieyingggggggggggggggggggg.

teachers'day eve.

rushed back to amkss with liyu & dorothy.
when you need the bus desperately, it just won't come.

today was a nice feeling, but didnt do anything much productive=X
just okay, to a little little extent, maybe a bit wasted.
if not i can go out some other days..=( [argh, mx and anna...]

but. it was still a super nice feeling today anyway,=))

and sometimes i regret about the some things i do,
wondering why i took that step in the first place.
& wondering how it would be different if i reacted differently.
but oh well. it's life.

some things, will just slip past us.
it could be the thing we would have like to want,
but everything esle isnt appropriate.
perhaps it wont be worthwhile after that.

i wonder, i wonder...

a tiring but happy day.
it was a half-day today, but PW... okay, but i am still =)
we did a little of wr draft, then set off for ssf, but miscalculated the time to get there.
in the end we had to run all the way from the mrt station to reach the ssf.
aaaahhhhh. tired. & just felt like melting.
but at least it was fruitful, yay=)
now, all i hope is that everything will go on well.

came home with a headache.
but dinner cheered me up.... CRAB!!=)))))
a big, fat & delicious crab.
yummmiiieee.
& everybody ate together =)

okay, there are a lot of things to do.
i think i should try to stay happy & cheerful,
since we have a choice. right? hmm.
each time i meet with a situation, i will silently complain and try to retreat & escape from it.
& in the end, i still have to go for it.
& the next situation comes and it feels as if it is worse than the previous.
it will never end, so better appreciate the present.=)
i sound so optimistic, for now. haha.

interpretations, will always be interpretations.
inferences, will always be inferences.
is the best way to talk?
or to write it out?
or maybe, silent communication?
all the wrong signals. maybe?
i don't know.

ponder over it some other time.
i want to sleep=)

goodnight!!

tmr is a half-day =)

but there's still WR to do,
& thankfully we received a reply for pw =)
hope everything goes well tmr.

yay. spa for this year is over.
(hmmm. i always posted about spa in sec sch, haha.)

and teachers'day is coming.
can go back amkss and meet the rest=)

getting used to how it is now, that the once-familiar has become a stranger.

& sometimes when you don't know what to do, just dont do anything.
but maybe, either way you will still regret.
at least, they are still small regrets, not the major ones.

change.progress.growth
this year.hmmmm.

&, what are the appropriate things to write about?
one more thing.

hey,=).

i think i won't be able to understand what i am writing about if i come back many years ltr to read all these. haha.

goodnight!